the past 3 days reali changed my perspective on my life...i planned to update my blog 3 days ago but very tired la come home...come back ard 10-10.30...ok so here goes...
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27th July 2006
woke up ard 4.30am...sooo hyped on goin the motivational camp/workshop...got held back by Mr Connor for the national day recollection...was sooo impatient...we got Adam Khoo himself as the first trainer...wow!i tot he was old...ppl said they saw him on tv...i guess i wasn't seeing enough tv then...hehe...aniwez....we started a bit late...the first exercise was to see if we had high self-esteem...we had to pair up with sumone from the opposite sex and talk about ourself...it's ok lah...then adam khoo showed us how to increse our self-esteem...like loving urself and praisin yourself...then this guy, Melvin came in...he took over...he's the funny one...he told us about our brain and stuff...i found out i was a auditory kind of person and i use my right brain more...very interesting for the first day...next, candice came in and taught us how to speed read...she's hot...it was very exciting...it's like we didn't study at all...

28th July 2006
it was the 2nd day...we had a problem...our break was suppose to end in 45 mins but we came in ard 1h over...from prayers la...from the sound of his voice, i knew Adam was pissed...we were all listenin attentively when all of a sudden he exploded!he told us he was pissed that some ppl came in at 20 mins late and was strollin in...i was caught off guard...was it us?he then asked us if we hated our parents and so on...then he asked us if we had faced a life and death situation...when we said no, he continued on sayin tt we have...the time when we were bein born was tt situation...he asked us wat'll we say if 22 millon ppl would sacrified for 1 person n tt person did not live his life to the fullest...i just said ''F*CK OFF''...i'm serious...it turns out tt the 22 million ppl were sperms when we were born...he shouted at the top of his voice...he continued sayin tt we were borned winners and y have we not treated ourselfs as 1...then he calmed down and said to close our eyes and imagine wat'll feel like if we lost our parents...everyone cried...i've nvr cried tt much in sucha long time...then we were to make a letter to ourselves and our parents...it was totally emo...melvin came next and made us laugh...the emo part was washed away by melvin's jokes...melvin try's to be serious but he can't...hehe

29th July 2006
the last day...candice pushed us to the max...she told us tt all the trainers had failed teachin us...we were determined to prove her wrong....after her sad speech...we gave her our 200%...we were a happy lot...UNITED WE STAND!!...we did our mindmap after tt...we took pics with Jeffrey and Adam...they were the last people we met...we took our fav poster home...i took the ''PLAY TO WIN! PLAY TO SURVIVE! PLAY NOT TO LOSE!''...adam and jeffrey,the DJ, signed my poster,sketch pad and shirt...we headed to the hall for the closing ceremony...we had to bring our parents too...we had this emo session in which we had to say how thankful we are and say i love you to our parents...Fadhuli and Adha's speech reali touched my heart...i was hesitant to go...i scared later too emo then cannot say a single word...sadly we didn't had a chance to go up stage...too little time...he asked us to tell our parents i love you one on one...i cried lke a baby...and i'm not ashame to admit it...i wnet up on stage with everyone and cried on one corner until wan and fathul came and comforted me..so touched...we took our class photo then i shaked hands wif Ms Liao,Mrs Hoon, Mdm Su and Cikgu Fawziah...then there was an sms circlin through our class tt said LETS DO OUR BEST AND NOT LET OTHERS PULL US DOWN...wan gave me this weird msg which i will not say out...it was the most memorable night...

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like movie ah?hehe...Adam & Co. reali helped get my life back on track...so if by any chance tt Adam Khoo, Melvin Chew and Candice Koh are readin this, i would like to extend my gratitude frm the bottom of my heart...You guys have changed my life in those 3 days...you have done soo much for us...Thank You and i hope to see u guys real soon...hehe...i wished it was longer
Do it NOW!
Do it FAST!
Do it RIGHT!
PS on the behalf of all the graduating classes: THANK YOU ADAM, CANDICE, MELVIN and JEFFREY!!!!!!!!!!

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